I’m honestly absolutely depressed beyond repair. And no one even understands. I really hate my school with a passion, and I hate everyone in it. I don’t have friends anymore, except for one friend, whose only constantly lowering my self-esteem just by being around me. She’s gorgeous, flirty, funny, gets all the guys, while I’ve never even had a boyfriend. I have to try SO hard to look halfway decent, where as she can just wake up with bed-head, throw on a pair of shorts and a top, and guys will be falling at her feet within a matter of minutes. I moved to this place 4 years ago, and I still hate it just as much as I did the first day. Nothing’s changed. My parents pretty much hate me because I’m doing horrible in school, while my brother’s somee big 8-year old over-achiever. All they do is yell at me, and make me feel even worse about myself than I already do. I’m not good at anything, and I don’t do any sports. But I wish I did, because then maybe I’d have something to actually be proud of in life. But I can’t do any sports, because my parents wouldn’t be able to drive me to or from practice, because my brother has soccer practice 5 days a week. (Every school day). I literally feel like I have nothing to look forward to in life. I feel so upset and depressed constantly, and don’t even know why I’m in this world. Its not like I’m gonna amount to anything anyway. All of you reading this probably think I’m just some stupid spoiled teenage girl who’s just ranting while there are starving children in africa. But please believe me when I tell you all, I’m D E P R E S S E D. I need help. I need some hope that some day, this will all be over. I need something. I can’t get clinical help, because if I told my parents I was feeling suicidal, they’d just call me crazy and feel emberessed that I’m their daughter. I just have to believe that life gets better than this, or I don’t know how long I’ll last. So if any of you have any words to offer, please do. I’m desperate.
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You’ll be ok. Stop sitting in self pity, and I say self pity, because all you’re doing is feeling sorry for yourself… Anyway’s do something nice for yourself. Get on YouTube, or any do it yourself guide, and learn how to treat yourself good. As for your friend that ruins your self esteem I didn’t read anything about her being negative to you, so you should just stop comparing yourself to her, because nothing good will come out of it. Take better care of you, and talk to an adult that you can trust.
As for the sports thing look for a center near your house that has physical activities going on, and tell your parents about it. I think that it’s unfair that you have to suffer, because your parents put all the attention on your brother. You can also meet new people, if you join an activity near your house.
Next take care of your grades, because they can get you far in the future. Don’t ruin YOUR life just, because it doesn’t seem interesting at the moment. You’re 15 you’re not going to get to go out and do whatever you want until you’re 18, 19. Take care of your grades, and yourself, because when you screw those things up you’re only harming yourself.
If I could use only one sentence to point you toward lasting happiness it would be this: True happiness can only be found in God, for only He can meet the deepest yearnings of our hearts. Let me explain.
You see, we aren’t on this earth by accident. God created us, and He put us here for a reason: to know Him and to enjoy His presence in our lives, both now and throughout eternity. God even created us with an empty place in our hearts—an empty place that He alone can fill. The Bible says, "He has also set eternity in the hearts of men" (Ecclesiastes 3:11).
Whenever we try to fill that empty place with anything or anyone other than God, we are bound to fail. No matter how many things we have or how successful we are, that empty place is still there. But when we come to Christ, we discover that God loves us, and He makes us part of His family. More than that, He comes to live within us by His Holy Spirit. Think of it: God wants you to be part of His family forever—beginning now.
By faith turn to God and tell Him that you know you need Him. Then open your heart and life to Christ and ask Him to fill the empty places in your life. Jesus promised, "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives" (John 14:27). Turn to Christ today and discover the joy and peace He alone can give.
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step 1. have a burning desire to accomplish one major definite purpose
step 2. have faith you will succeed.
step 3. organize a definite plan and take action.
step 4. never give up until you achieve your one major definite purpose.
the secret ingredient: consistency in all steps.
Well if you can pick yourself and choose to be happy, you’re not depressed.
If not, talk to Childline X
> I’m honestly absolutely depressed beyond repair.
I don’t think that putting it like that helps.
As overused as that phrase is, I think I understand how you feel. I’ve been in a very similar situation for the most part of my life, and I still sometimes I feel like that.
You should really find someone to help you, not necessarily clinical help, just a psychologist would be OK. I’m sure you can do that without your parents knowing, if you don’t think they’ll understand.
It sounds like you are looking at everything too negatively. I understand that that’s how you feel, but convincing yourself that you hate everyone severely limits your chances of finding someone you might find interesting. I’m sure there are good people at your school, try to get a fresh look at everyone you know, lots of people aren’t as bad as they look.
Also, just by the way you write it’s clear that you are not some stupid spoiled teenage girl, I can assure you.
Anyway if anytime you feel like talking about it, message me on here.
EDIT: Forgot the main thesis I began answering this question for. Get a hobby. It will bring at least a sense of purpose in your life, especially if you feel you like doing it. Seriously, this helped me immensely. Also +1 to Liz above me, she made some good points.